Taking our own separate paths

I know how u feel. I know it was wrong. But i still meant when i "said i missed you" just because im talking to someone doesn't mean i don't think about you.Or that i forgot about what we once had and what we could've been. We both said "i love You" and we meant it. You thinks its all my fault. But the truth is that we both messed up.We both made a dission that made nither of us happy. 
But yet i'm still living meeting new people. Making my life worth something. Trying as hard as i can to be happy.know that i can't share that happiness with you. 
But if God want us 2ghether. hill find ways to get us 2ghether again. But if he doesn't want us 2ghether hill do his best to keep us away from each other.